A mess of broken, uneven candlesticks have been thrown together carelessly to shape her lonely, aged figure. They are tied together weakly by the tangled floss and fishing line that are the remains of her once strong muscles. Strips of her skin clump together and fall obediently around her twisted hands, hands she uses to open peanut butter jars with, to cut my apples for me, to match white socks with white.
My arms look so pale and perfect, like plastic, compared to the rugged terrains that are hers. Rivers of dark purple veins flow in every direction, clinging on to every bit of flesh they can.
Her hair is as sparse as a desert and white
muahaha. i am now 16.
LEGALLY ALLOWED TO:
-buy lighters.
-drop out of school. LOL.
-get a job.
-CONSENT FOR SEXXXXX. AHAHHAHAH. ;D
anyways. today was good. i brought frosted pink sugar cookies and lollipops.
then i went over to rileys house and we got cute and went out to the golf course by her house to take pictures.
ahahah it was pretty fun. and the weather was nice for once on my birthday :O
its like..... tradition to rain on my birthday too. lmao.
my parents got me a new classic 80g ipod. a really good fruit cake and a bunch of balloons. and tomorrow i'm going out to lunch with them and my dad is taking me and riley to commerce
let's see.
the "ick" consists of:
-EXAMS [zomg shoots self]
-my gymnastics competition on saturday that ended in disaster. well. actually it was pretty bad from the start. i had taken some prescribed meds for headaches prior, and it it causes "drowsiness and dizziness". i didnt read that little bit of info btw. so i started competing and my body was kinda non responsive, which isnt good when you have to flip around. hah. then i started shaking and whatnot. :| bahh.
-the rain
-sicky-ness
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i feel mushy.
on the plus side, i went to walgreens and saw that they had these HUGEEEEEE plushie animals and pillows that we